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The Two Biggest Misconceptions People Have about Aliens

For many people, both Religious and Atheist / Skeptic alike, have some major misconceptions when it comes to Aliens.  In this I am first going to bitch slap all of the blind idiots that say there is no evidence of UFO’s or Aliens. 

The idea that there is no Evidence is nothing short of acting like an Ostrich and saying you don’t see anything.  You woln’t see anything if you refuse to look at it.  Many of these people will flat out ignore evidence that is presented.

Evidence like:

1. The FBI Files – 
2. The NSA Files –

Both of those are document that were Classified Top Secret for over 60 Years.  What is Available on those sites are the document but in a Sanatized state.  Which means the Military / Government has blacked out portions of them which they don’t want people to see.

Logic would tell anyone with a functioning brain that if there was nothing to this 1. The Document wouldn’t have been Top Secret for over 60 Years.  2. There wouldn’t be any areas that are Blacked out let alone large areas of the reports.

However those are far from all of Evidence that exists.

3.  UFO Disclosure on CNN








4.  The UFO Disclosure Project Full Video


Those 5 are just the tip of a Mountain of Evidence that is available to support the existence of UFO’s & Aliens! Given the massive amount of evidence that is available on the subject of UFO’s & Aliens for anyone to say they see no evidence means quite simply they refuse to actually look.

The Next Misconception I want to address is the idea that everyone that talks about Aliens looks at them as some kind of Savior / Likes them. While I can’t speak for everyone I want to make my position on this very fucking clear.

I do not regard any Alien race as a friend, buddy, or even a God. In fact I am very hostile to Aliens doing a damn thing here. I have had multiple experiences of Missing Time, Weird Marks & Even an Image that was on my Neck after one event.

For Me the subject of Aliens and their interaction with Humans is one that generates a massive amount of rage. This is why I am so hostile to the Christian crap of Praying for Me.
Christians the existence of Aliens doesn’t prove your God is real. In fact the Aliens are what your God really is. The only thing is they aren’t Gods!

Although what you people are worshiping are Aliens. The fact that you people have been brainwashed to believe bullshit doesn’t change the fact you are worshiping Aliens.

I walked away from Christianity when I realized at the age of 24 that the God was an Alien race. There was still a great deal I didn’t know about the Aliens (Anunnaki to be more specific).
However even though I walked away from the Religion of Christianity my research into uncovering the Truth didn’t end.

Weak Ass Arguments for the existence of God

When people hear I am an Atheist I regularly get hit with a whole laundry list of arguments for the existence of God.  Typically this is the Christian God which people are attempting to assert exists.

However with even the most devout Theist the argument they attempt to use is not a Theistic one at all but a Deistic one.  This really shows me that they do not grasp even the most basic aspect of what they are professing to believe.

This ignorance regarding the subject matter isn’t something I hold against them but one that I do point out in my refuting of their so called compelling evidence / argument for their God.  What it really boils down to with most people is their God is a figment of their own imagination.  This is why their God always approves of whatever fucked up bullshit they personally want to do.  While being against anything they don’t like.

This is really nothing more then trying to impose your ideas / values / perceptions on others by calling it God and not being honest and saying it is what You think.  It is also intellectually dishonest as hell to try and assert the existence of something to which you have no logical or even probable reason for concluding such even exists.  So what if You think it does.  Why should that mean a damn thing to me?  You may think smoking Pot is a great past time even though all companies worth a damn any more do random drug tests and doing that shit can directly impact your job / income & subsequently your entire life.

Here are a list of the most common arguments for the existence of God and why each one of them Fails.

1.  The Fine Tuned Aspect of the Universe – This is a Classic example of a Logical Fallacy.  This argument is drawing the conclusion that a God exists on the fact that the Universe exists and that life in the Universe exists.  Just because the Universe & Life exist doesn’t mean there is an automatic win for the existence of a God.  Especially when you want to assert as all Christians, Muslims & Jews do that their God Personally takes an interest in their lives and their behaviors.

2.  The Earth being the Perfect Distance from the Sun –   This is yet another example of the same type of Logical Fallacy as the first.  Just because Life exists doesn’t magically mean your invisible friend exists.  The attempts to try and defend these Classic Logical Fallacies always have the Theist trying to use Deistic arguments not realizing that even if a Deistic God would be proven true that this wouldn’t advance their claim of a personal God at all.

3.  The Atheist can’t Prove God doesn’t exist so this means God Exists – This is one Atheists hear a lot and it has to be among the absolute dumbest reasons to believe in God.  This argument is showing that the person doesn’t grasp who has the burden of proof.  If I assert that I can Fly or Walk on Water yet offer no evidence to support this claim then you are not required to accept my assertion just because I said it.  It is the one making the assertion that something exists or that they can do something to prove their statements are true.

After all I could say to you that, “You are not watching me every second of everyday so how do you know I don’t fly or walk on water when you are not watching me?”  This would be no different then the Christians assertion that, “You don’t know what exists in All of the Universe so you can’t say God doesn’t exist.”

Without a reason / evidence to believe a claim is true there is no reason to assume it is.  So it is logical to say that such doesn’t exist or is impossible until evidence is presented to show otherwise.

4.  Even if Aliens Genetically Manipulated Life on this planet to bring about Humans who made the Aliens – This argument is one I hear a lot because of what I point out with the Sumerians.  However this is completely irrelevant on multiple levels.

A.  These same people will try to point to either the Bible or Jesus and both are completely dependent upon the basis of the Sumerian epic of creation as well as influences from the Egyptians as well as other cultures.

B.  The question of how an Alien race came into being is something we can’t answer since we do not know where their Planet is or what their History is.  It also has no bearing on the subject of a God unless they could show Evidence for their God creating the Alien.

C.  These same people will buy into the we were made in God’s image idea.  If this would be true and Aliens Genetically Manipulated us then Logically your God is that Alien race not some force that is behind the Universe or The Aliens creator.

5.  The Force Behind the Universe Claim – This one is popular now because of Quantum Physics however this doesn’t help Theism at all.  This is strictly a Deistic idea and one that a Theist has no place even attempting to use.

This one is also invalid because even if some Force or Cosmic Source would exist this wouldn’t mean that it would give a Damn about You, Me or Anyone let alone what behaviors we have or Sexual Lifestyle we enjoy.  Additionally a Force or Cosmic Source wouldn’t even be what we would consider to be a Lifeform so the idea that it is a God thing is stretching the idea of a God to an absurd degree.

6.  The idea that to believe God exists and find out there isn’t one is better then not believing in God and finding out God exists – This is the Pascal’s Wager argument.  Of all of the examples of Christian Stupidity this one has to take the cake.  I realize Christians don’t like to be told they are stupid but this argument is so damn dumb I can’t help it.

The Reasons Pascal’s Wager Fails are:

A.  This is assuming the odds are just 50/50.  Either there is a God or there isn’t.  However this is simply not the case.  There have been over 4,000 Gods worshiped in Human History.  Which means the Odds of being right just from the number of Gods alone are over 4,000 to 1.

B.  This is also completely ignoring the All Knowing idea regarding the Christian God.  If that God is real and is All Knowing then it would know you are simply trying to fain belief in order to save your own selfish ass.

C.  You can’t simply Believe something just because someone says it.  If this were possible then people would honestly believe in Invisible, Magical, Flying Blue Smurfs just because someone says they exist.

This also ties in with the Question I had asked of If you believe in God why don’t you believe in Odin, Zeus, Thor, Etc.  The answer I got was word for word for what the Atheist says about the Christian God as well as all Gods.  “Because there is no evidence any of them actually exist.”

D.  If the only reason you are good is to try and avoid some afterlife location that is not Moral or Noble that is simply Sucking up.  Your Entire Motivation behind why you act as you do would also be known to an All Knowing God.

E.  If the God is All Knowing and created some for Damnation & some for Glory (Romans 9:21 – 23) then the choices you think you are making are really not anything this All Knowing God wouldn’t have known you would make.  Which means your idea of having Freewill is actually an Illusion you have because You do not know the future.  However Your lack of knowledge about the future doesn’t magically mean that you have Freewill if there is something which does know the Future.

7.  The Argument that the Bible is Evidence of the Existence of God – This is called Circular Reasoning. 

The Bible is no more Evidence of any God then Superman Comics are evidence of Superman.  You can’t use that which is making the claim as evidence for the existence of that which is claimed.

8.  If there is anything that the Atheist / Science can’t explain then that means God did it – This is called a God of the Gaps mindset and one that is a very slippery slope to try and base your God on because the more we learn through science the less room there is for your God.

9.  Nothing can come from Nothing / Something can’t come from Nothing so this means God Exists – This is not a Math issue this is simply an argument from Ignorance.

After all if you believe a God exists at all then that means this God is by definition “Something” which means that what you are calling God can’t have come from Nothing.   By the same token if we are so complex as to require a creator then the God which is more complex then we are would also have to have a Creator which raises the question who made your God?

Simply put this means your God had to have a Creator and that Creator had to have a Creator and so on infinitely.  After all Something can’t come from Nothing.

After all if you go by Quantum Physics what we call nothing isn’t really Nothing but Infinite Quantum Potential.  The idea brought forward in M Theory makes far more sense then the whole God notion.  That being that there are an Infinite number of Universe bubbles and when two touch they make a Third Universe.  Since we do not know how many Universe Bubbles there are it is impossible to say how many exist which can’t support life at all.




10 Deep Questions for Everyone

Since the most popular post for me so far has been my follow-up to the 10 questions I want to see how this one goes.  These questions by their very nature are much deeper in thought.

The purpose of these questions is to provoke you to thinking on a deeper level.  Perhaps on a deeper level then you have ever thought before.  I realize the religious will try to answer these from the mindset of their religious beliefs.  However they are phrased in a way as to make quoting from a bible or a so-called holy book difficult if not impossible.

Just saying well the bible says so is really not an answer.  The reason the bible says so is not an answer is no Christian, Muslim or Jew would accept, “Well this is what the Sumerians or Egyptians wrote so that proves it is true.”

Since no Christian would accept as fact the claims of another religion because it is what their book says then you can’t use that as evidence for what you believe.  To try to do this is trying to have a double standard.  While you may like your double standard because it benefits you there is no logical reason why anyone else should like your double standard.

If you as a Christian, Muslim or Jew want to use your so-called holy book as evidence then you must first provide reasons why that holy book is reliable evidence.  It is important to realize Circular Reasoning doesn’t prove your claim.  Here is an example of Circular reasoning.

1.  How did the Universe come into being?  (Be as Specific as Possible)

2.  How did Life on this Planet begin?  (Be as Specific as Possible)

3.  How did Human Life begin?  (Be as Specific as Possible)

4.  Do you accept the possibility of Aliens having been on Earth in the Ancient world?

5.  Define as clearly as you can what you believe God would be like.  What makes something a God?

6.  What matters most in life the beliefs people have about a God or how they treat each other & live their life?

7.  Since Life is not based on All or Nothing why should an afterlife be based on All or Nothing?  (For Atheists Assume for the moment an afterlife does exist)

8.  Do you accept the idea presented by Quantum Physics of Multiple Dimensions?  That there are 10+ Dimensions?

9.  Is there anything someone could say that would convince you their religion or lack there of is true?

10.  Why should anyone believe in your religion or lack there of?

Bonus Question:  What is the Meaning of Life?  Not just your personal life but all life.

This last is completely subjective and is intended only to get you to think about the grand picture of life.

Response 5 Questions for Atheists

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Some Deep Thoughts

Back when I was in my 20’s I had a thought enter my mind that simply made no logical sense to me.  I knew this wasn’t something that was just a random thought in my head because every part of my logical mind was immediately at war with it.  That thought was simply this, “Good and Evil are aspects of this realm only.”

Regardless of if you are religious or not this idea seems to be completely at odds with everything we are conditioned from birth to think.  However think about this for a moment.  The biggest mistake I was making that I bet everyone will as soon as they see this is I tried to make sense of it from the basis of my experiences.  As we do everything in life.  However from within this realm or dimension of existence Good & Evil are very real things.  It isn’t that this is impossible for us to prove true or false but it is something that to prove it requires another piece of the cosmic puzzle.  That piece being Vibration.

Since I couldn’t make sense in my own head how, “Good & Evil are aspects of this realm only” I wasn’t going to go talking about this to anyone.  I simply stored it in the back of my head along with all the other things that are not really useful in life.  You know those interesting but really pointless facts that we run into in life.

It was about a year ago the idea came to my mind about vibration and human emotions.  I did some research into this and made an interesting discovery.  That being that our Emotions change the rate at which we are vibrating.  The idea that we are always vibrating or that all matter vibrates all the time is something I didn’t realize.

However just the thought of emotion & vibration brought about some very interesting findings.  One of them being the Musical scale is not something that was invented but more discovered.  The musical scale didn’t magically come into being when we realized what it was.  Like electricity it was simply always here we just were too stupid to realize for a long time.

The same is true with vibration.  Quantum Physics has proven to us that we are Vibrational beings living in a Vibrational Universe.  Everything in the Universe from the smallest Quark to the largest structure is in a constant state of vibration.  Vibration is what can cause crystal to shatter.

Unlike non living matter that vibrates at a constant rate our vibration changes as our emotions and mood change.  If someone has negative thoughts what they will attract is negative.  Like Attracts like.  The opposite is also true if someone is positive they will attract things that are positive.

I am sure you have heard the expression, “You’re bringing me down.”  This is said to someone who is being negative to someone who is positive.  The Negative mood / thoughts of others causes them to vibrate at a slower rate.  When you are around someone the rate at which they are vibrating will effect you.  This can be why some con artists / cult leaders are able to win people’s confidence.

It isn’t that what they are attempting to do is positive but their thoughts and focus is on a positive, albeit fantasy / impossible outcome.  The con artist must for the period of time that they are trying to deceive someone really believe what they are saying and be acting in a positive manner.  If someone knows they are full of shit and just tries to push on to get the sale or do the scam their own doubts or negative thoughts on it will directly impact what other people pick up from them.

The saying if something sounds to good to be true it probably is.  Can be a way to protect yourself from attempts to con you.  Learning to control your own emotions will have very positive effects on your life.  The biggest being a peaceful / relaxed frame of mind.   The moments of Drama being in your life will radically cease replaced by feelings of peace and tranquility.

Meditation can be a very helpful means to learn how to control and focus your emotions.  The way I learned to meditate is actually a bit strange because I hadn’t grown up around anyone that did this.  I was raised around Christianity and Meditation is not something that is pushed or even mentioned.  At least it wasn’t with me.

The First time I meditated I had felt directed by what I had termed the “Divine” to sit down outside.  It was at night and everyone in my family was sleeping.  I felt directed to close my eyes and just clear my thoughts.

I will admit getting my mind to stop random thoughts was difficult.  I would be fine for a bit then a thought would come in and I’d have to just let it go.  Over time this became easier.  When I looked into Buddhism I came across the term, “Silencing the Mad Monkey of the Mind”  I had liked this term because that is what the mind seems like at first.  An Insane monkey that is determined to keep random thoughts going.

One thing about having to figure this shit out for yourself is it can take years before the next piece of the puzzle falls into place.  The biggest break through actually came when a friend of mine suggested I meditate in his hot tub.

He matched the temperature of the hot tub to the 98.6 degrees of my body.  Then I floated in the hot tub and just did the meditation like I normally would.   Now I could hear the sound of the hot tub motor but that didn’t effect my meditation at all.  I’d learned to tune out what amounts to white noise.

After a few minutes I heard a female voice ask me, “Why are you seeking us outside of you?  We are in you, around you & part of you.  You’re not separate from anything but one with it.”  

Then when my head moved down slightly and I felt water touch my mouth I opened my eyes and sat up.  My friend was there drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette.  When he saw me he asked what it was like.

I told him what I heard and he had said that the experience is different for everyone.  I asked how long I was motionless.  To me it felt like a few minutes.  He told me a half hour.  I was stunned.

Even when I was talking to my friend and smoking a cigarette myself I still felt like some doors of perception in my mind were still open.  It was the weirdest feeling I ever had.  That actually lasted a few days after that night.

I’ve never been one that liked drugs.  I had tried pot when I was a teenager and frankly hated it.  It felt like my mind was caged and I just loathed that feeling.  But what I felt from that hot tub experience was the exact opposite.

This was something I kept in the back of my mind not really sure if I wanted to talk about this in a public kind of way or not.  But over the past few days I have felt nudged more and more to not responding with anger at the comments by Christians.  I care about people a lot but the feeling has been one of, “This is serving no purpose.  Let it go.”

I realize many may cling to the programming of religion and the fear.  There is nothing I can do about that.  Each person must choose their own path.  Those who wish to focus on negativity will attract that to themself.

In writing this I had looked to see is this aspect of vibration actually supported by real science.  My thought was not for the Christians, Muslims or Jews at all but the Atheists, Agnostics, Native Americans,  Buddhists, etc.  Those who would be open to things that can be proven with science to be real.

What I found is Yes there is real Science that supports this idea.  I am going to give a few links but I also want to say one word of warning.  While I can see the scientific aspects of this I have also gotten the whiff of some potential bullshit mixed in.  As with everything I advise people to not accept anything on face value unless it can be proven.

I do understand the thought from in my 20’s of “Good & Evil are aspects of this realm only.”  What it comes down to is this.  Outside of this physical realm Good & Evil as we think of them do not exist.  The higher dimensions of existence are about the positive.  That anyone that is vibrating at a lower (Negative) rate has not evolved to the point of moving on.  So they will simply reincarnate until they learn to not dwell on the negative.

Time means nothing to that which is beyond this existence.  I can understand this may seem a bit mystical for some Atheists, Agnostics & Skeptics.  The best thing I can say is test the parts of this that you can and see what results you get.

I would encourage anyone to try the hot tub test like I did.  Don’t go in with any expectations just relax and clear your mind.  You can also test for yourself what intentionally keeping your thoughts positive does for your life.  The results I have gotten should be the same you get in this regard.  Positive thoughts attract positive situations.   The Atheist side of me will always push me to prove what I say.

Justice & Jesus Contradictions of Terms

There are many types of Justification that Christians will try to use to excuse the concept of Hell.  The most common one is asking, “Well doesn’t evil need to be punished?”  Or Equating Hell to Prisons.

There are many reasons why this twisted type of logic fails.  Here are the Top Ten reasons Hell as a Punishment Fails.  Where is Paul Schaffer when ya need him?

Top 10 Reasons Hell as a Punishment Fails

10. The Eighth Amendment to the U.S. Constitution prohibits the federal government from imposing cruel and unusual punishment for federal crimes. The amendment states, “Excessive bail shall not be required, nor excessive fines imposed, nor cruel and unusual punishment inflicted.”

Are Humans better then a God?

9.  Is the Lack of Belief now a Crime to Christians that they feel needs to be Punished just like Murder? – To say Hell is a Punishment yet one can (According to Christian Dogma) go to Hell for simply not believing (Thinking) Jesus was God!  This is Classic Thought Crime!

8.  Torture Teaches Nothing! –  There is No Moral or Lesson behind the Torture of another person for any reason!  In fact resorting to torture shows a complete lack of Morals & Ethics on the part of the Torturer!

7.  Torture Changes Nothing!  – While it is true that someone who is tortured will after a while say, “Anything” or Do “Anything” to get the torture to end.  However if nothing can make it end then it is simply Sadism and Evil in its purest form!

6.  Torture Proves Nothing!  – Any “Punishment” that does not end is Not Punishment but only Sadism for the sake of Sadism!

5.   You do not show that you are better than a Hitler by acting Just Like A Hitler!  – You do not show Love by acting in an Unloving manner!  This entire notion is what causes me to conclude that Christians & Muslims are without a doubt the Purest form of Evil this world has ever seen.  You simply do not show that you have Morals by Praising behavior that is by its very nature absolutely Immoral!

4.  Torture Destroys the Humanity of the Torturer!

“Three Marines in Mahmudiya used an electric transformer, forcing a detainee to ‘dance’ as the electricity coursed through him.”
International Committee of the Red Cross, February 2004

A former Iraqi general “died of asphyxiation after being stuffed head-first into a sleeping bag … at an American base in Al Asad.”
The New York Times, October 23, 2005

“Al-Qatani was forced to perform dog tricks on a leash, was straddled by a female interrogator, forced to dance with a male interrogator, told that his mother and sister were whores, forced to wear a woman’s bra and thong on his head during interrogation, and subjected to an unmuzzled dog to scare him.”
Newsweek, November 21, 2005

This says far More about the Evil nature of the Torturer then the one being Tortured!  Only someone who is Pure Evil could Laugh at the suffering of another!  Yet that is Exactly what the God Christians Worship & Praise does!

3.  Torture Dehumanizes / Makes the person Subhuman  – Christians regularly say, “What about someone who is Evil and will always be Evil.”  Well Christians name for me One Person that was “Born Evil & was Always Evil?”

I would contend that No One is Born Evil despite the Dehumanizing nature of Christianity.  No One is Born Guilty of the actions of anyone else!  The manner in which a person behaves is directly related to the conditions they experience in their life or  A Mental Illness they had from birth (Which Christians is not their Fault but Ultimately the Fault of Your God for Fucking Up and Not Magically Fixing the Mental Illness!)

2.  The Doctrine of Salvation Undermines Any delusion of Justice!  Here is a Video that shows just how Evil and Disgusting the concept of Salvation really is!

This is Not Justice!  This doesn’t Teach Anything!

This is Just Scapegoating!  And You Christians Praise and Worship This!

1. The Law of Vibration – Everything in the Universe is made up of Vibration. The source of vibration is what some have called God. However this is Not the God of the bible as the God of the bible clearly separates itself from anyone that doesn’t love it.   Where as the real Source can’t be separate from anyone or anything because everyone and everything is part of the source.

This was proved in a very unethical experiment done a few years ago.   This is disgusting but it does prove beyond a shadow of doubt that everything in this world is connected.  Even though we are not consciously aware of it!

A mother rabbit was taken down into a submarine and one of its babies was kept in a laboratory thousands of miles away. The mother rabbit was hooked up to sophisticated equipment that measured the brain waves (brains rate of vibration measured in Hertz Hz) to determine her reaction to the upcoming experiment.

The scientists in the laboratory then killed the baby rabbit and observed the brain waves (Hz) of the mother rabbit which went absolutely haywire at precisely the same time even though they were thousands of miles apart!

We are really Vibrational Beings living in a Vibrational Universe.   It is absolutely Impossible to separate the Source of all Vibration from anything that exists!  Quantum Physics is doing far more to help us understand and connect with the Source of all that is then Religion ever dreamed to!

The Abrahamic God is fiction because it tries to separate itself from everything else.  The idea that Christians go to of Hell is Separation from God.  Simply put you are Stupid!  That is not a personal attack that is simply stating the truth!

You are Stupid for thinking that the Source of all that is could be Separated from anything that is!  This would be like you saying your Hand or Foot is Separate from you.

The idea of Oneness that is expressed in Buddhism is really what is going on in the Universe.  While the Christian version of that is an abomination to true Oneness.   Oneness with Source is Not something that only one person could have because of some bullshit divine linage.  We Are All One!  Collectively Linked to each other and to the Source through the Vibrational nature of existence!

The idea of Hell is Impossible because the Source of all that exists is not about hate towards any part of what is but unconditional love towards all that is.  Unconditional means without Condition.  This is why Religions that seek to make the path to God (Religious speak) something which you must do X, Y & Z in order to have it simply Fails!

They Fail to understand the true Essence of the Universe they live in and the Source of that!  Life isn’t about Hate towards those that are Different from you but the Love of all despite the differences between you!

I Appreciate Comments

I just wanted to make a post thanking those that comment because many times you are showing me where what I said was incomplete on covering the subject. It can also show an area where I need to be more specific in what I am saying so as to not have people confused about my position or what I am saying.

I do want to let everyone know I am not a cookie cutter Atheist.  By that I mean I am not just like all other Atheists / Anti Theists.  There have been points where some could get the idea that I can accept the idea of a God.

I do in a general sense.  I do feel the evidence for Gods exist quite clearly if you realize that we would call them Aliens not Gods.  After all if one of us would be magically telaported back to the ancient world with a Computer, Car, Cell Phone, Lighter, etc that we would be called a God by those that simply do not understand how we use those tools or even what those tools are.

Then when we would leave the stories of what we did would be told over and over and those that came later would be Oh they were “Spiritual” as they have no first hand knowledge of actually seeing us but only are retelling the stories.

This is what we have with Religions.

For those that watched my 4 part video on Losing My Faith you may be confused about the term “The Divine” that I used in there to refer to what i have felt guiding me.  As I stated in that video series I do not equate it to a God thing.  I feel such ideas are limiting and giving a false representation of what it is.

I don’t fully understand the motivation of that force or consciousness because the times when direction comes from it is almost random.  It isn’t something that gives a fart in a high wind about our sex lives or religious ideas.  This much I know for certain from the direction / questions that came to me.

However it does care about our safety but even this is not a 100% of the time.  There was one point while i was in Texas I started working on a ranch and was moving some boards when I got Stung by something.  It was a double sting and my initial thought was a wasp.  I hadn’t seen whatever it was because i had dropped the board and by the time i moved it again whatever had stung me was gone.

I then noticed a strange sweet taste in my mouth, My heart was racing and I was sweating profusely.   I turned to go to the ranch owners house and on the way there my vision tunneled then everything went black.  I was blind for a bit.

My sight did return which was a damn good thing.  Feeling blind is frightening as hell.

I got to his house and he said about me laying on the porch.  I did and passed out.  When i woke up he hadn’t moved or called anyone.  (The idiot) There was an outline of my body in sweat from where I was laying.  My hand swelled up and that went halfway up my arm.

He had taken me back to the homeless shelter i had been at before working for him and dropped me off.  They immediately had me go to the hospital.

The consensus of what stung me was a Scorpion.  I had never encountered one of them before so didn’t know what it felt like or the symptoms.  But everyone even the people at the hospital were surprised I wasn’t dead.

Now I am aware this fits what Christians would want to call a “Miracle”.  However I don’t get so dramatic about it.  And really there was nothing Miracle like about it other then my sight returning quickly and my not dying.  lol

I still had my hand swell up and that went halfway up my arm.  So it wasn’t as if anything completely healed me either.  If anything was done it was strictly in the aspect of “Ok now he will not die” type of way.

And yes I was an Atheist at this time too.  So none of you can say Jesus was protecting me because I rejected all aspects of Religion.  Especially Jesus.

I do suspect whatever it is that I am experiencing that the best idea is something in a different dimension.  Maybe a Fourth Dimensional being.

The fourth dimensional being idea is one that is mentioned once in the bible.  I do want to point this out for the Christians.  See I am not totally nasty to you.  lol

Ephesians 3:18 May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height;

Then there is this computer generated anamation of a 4 dimensional image.

I will be doing a lot more on this idea very soon.  I do suspect that this relates to what we become / really are.

But please spare me the I must think as you or else.  That is Really counter productive with what I have found with what has been guiding me.

But once again thanks for the comments / interest in what I am writing.

Losing My Faith

This 4 Part video that I did and put on You Tube will definitely help anyone that follows what I write to have a better understanding of where I am coming from.

I don’t do videos often on You Tube just every once and a while.  Mainly when I find a topic that I feel I need to cover.  I am more inclined to write something then I am to make a video as there are multiple steps in the video.  Where as in writing it there is just the written part.

Halfway through this 4 part video I became a Partner on You Tube and could upload longer then 15 minutes.  However i didn’t want part 3 to be nearly an hour so I broke it in two more parts.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

FBI Vault


Sumerian 100 Firsts


If You Don’t Believe In God Why Talk About It?

One complaint I hear a lot from Christian’s is if you don’t believe in God why do you talk about it. This question always strikes me as a bit stupid since religion plays such a major part in what laws are going to be part of the society in which I live.  So regardless of if I believe in a God or not the question of religion is of vital interest to me because of the social impacts on my life.  The existence or non existence of a God is really not the fucking issue.  The entire issue is there are a large number of people that not only believe this wacky bullshit but are hell bent on cramming it down the throat of society.

These Christian’s are not keeping their fucking mouth shut about their imaginary friend.  Yet they actually think that since I don’t believe in their delusional disorder that I should just shut the fuck up!  Well I have fucking news for each and every one of you. I refuse to shut the fuck up because you people refuse to keep it out of the society in which I live. The one making religion a federal case is the Christian by wanting to push their bullshit as science when it has not a god damn thing to do with facts or evidence.

Your silly ideas or wishful thinking is not science. It has no fucking place in a science class. For that matter your fucking bible fails to be consistant in the stories about your damn Jesus. Different gospels give completely different accounts of the same fucking story. History is not open to interpretation. It is based on Facts and Evidence.

Why the flying fuck is this so god damn hard for theists to understand? If you people would keep your God shit to yourself and have it a personal thing and not something in the government or being crammed into society Nobody would give a rats ass about it! I am passionate about this issue because of the fact that we could be headed for a theocracy once again. Which for those that don’t know what that is that is a Government run by religion. The exact same kind of government that was around during the inquisitions!

If Atheist’s don’t oppose Christianity & Islam you fuckers will push your bullshit into government and bring back the Inquisitions! Don’t hand me this shit that you wouldn’t personally do that because you personally wouldn’t have a fucking say in the god damn matter. One study shows over 50% of Christian’s believe in a Literal Lake of Fire Hell! Which means over Half of you fuckers believe it is right to burn alive those that do not Think as you do!

If you people think I am going to sit back and not say anything while you assholes push for your Christian crap to be in court houses or schools where according to the God damn Constitution it has no fucking place. Then you are sadly fucking mistaken! When I enlisted in the Army I took an Oath to defend the Constitution from Enemies Foreign and Domestic! For Christian’s to want to Piss on the Separation of Church and State makes you a Domestic Enemy of the Constitution!

I honestly don’t give a damn what fantasies a person wishes to have.  I do not give a fuck what kind of Sexual habbits other people have.  I really don’t give a flying rats ass who is destroying their lives with drugs or alcohol! I really do not fucking care. However the minute someone wishes to put their shit into public laws then I do give a damn about it. Because then it can directly impact my life and my freedom.  You do not have the right to impose your bullshit religious ideas on me! I spit in the face of your imaginary sadistic asshole God. I do not want that mentally ill bullshit put into the society I must live in. You can have your fucking churches and your fucking revivals and if people want to hear your shit they can find you!
There is absolutely no fucking need to have your bullshit in schools or government because the US Constitution is fucking clear on this matter. There is to be a Separation of Church and State! Do you fucking get that Christian’s?
This also goes for any other fucking religion that would think to putting their bullshit in public schools or government!

I’ve heard some Christian’s say how an Atheist should only say something once. That if they are speaking their mind then saying something once is all that is needed. Well this would work except for the fact the Christian or Muslim they are dealing with will try to wiggle like a worm on a hook and try to find any way they can to continue to push their bullshit. These Christian’s want to be able to try and convert the Atheist. They want the Atheist to be open minded to what they want to say. However most of them flat out Refuse to be open minded about what the Atheist is saying. They want it all their way. This is not how life fucking works.

I would be open to entertaining the God issue if evidence could be presented that would give a reasonable chance that this fucker exists. Because then I must make a Moral & Ethical decision on how it behaves. Existence doesn’t mean blind servatude. Otherwise this would mean every Christian would support and praise a Hitler, Stalin, Pol Pot, Kim Jong ill, or any other tyrant. After all I can give undeniable proof that all of those men existed. Which is far more then any Christian can do. However the shear fact that they fucking existed doesn’t magically mean what they did was good, right, moral or ethical! Christian’s & Muslim’s may be so fucking blind by the bullshit of their religion that they can’t think morally & ethically but I do not have this mental illness. I am fully capable of looking at how someone behaves and making a moral & ethical judgment about their character!

The First oblagation of the Christian or Muslim or Jew or Satanist or Buddhist Or Hindu or any fucking religion is to show me Evidence your God fucking exists. Then and only then am I in a position to have to make a moral & ethical choice regarding this being. Until evidence is presented the question of a God is as meaningless as asking me if I support Darth Vader, Pinhead, Freddy Kruger or any other villain from fiction. I don’t hate any of them because none of them exist. I don’t really hate Jesus or the Gods of religion because they too don’t exist. However I do hate the thought of them and the bullshit babbled about from the followers of it!

I like Star Trek but I was never one of these people to dress up like one of the characters or go to a convention. I don’t give a rats ass if these people wish to engage in this bullshit. Even though I personally think they are fucking nuts. They have the right to dress up in whatever bullshit they want and go babble in Klingon or any other bullshit Star Trek language they wish. No one is trying to push that shit in government or schools so frankly I do not care. The same would go for Christianity, Islam & Judaism if they would keep their shit to themselves!

Like it or Not Christian’s, Muslim’s & Jew’s the reason Atheists are as vocal as we are is to try and keep your shit out of our face. You people do not get to dictate who has equal rights and who doesn’t! You don’t have the right to dictate who should get healthcare for their loved ones and who can’t! You do not have the right to dehumanize others just because they don’t think Just Like You!

What Atheism Is & Is Not

                                                What Atheism Is NOT:

A Religion – There is no book or dogma to Atheism!  Atheists don’t have a special building where they gather once a week to swap stories of imaginary beings.  Atheism is not about the worship of anything or anyone!  No one speaks for Atheism!  There are some Atheist’s that do speak about their Atheism and Debate Christian’s, Muslim’s & Jew’s.  However those people are Not the spokesmen of Atheism but only Atheist’s that are giving their point of view.  It is up to the Atheist to accept or reject the ideas of that Atheist not a command from an organization that they must believe these things.

Atheism is no more a Religion then Not playing Football, Baseball or Basketball is a Sport.

Service to Satan or other fictional character – This should stand to reason given Atheist’s reject the concept of magical beings & imaginary locations after death where one is being tortured or in a so-called paradise.  An Atheist can no more serve a Satan or other fictional character then the Christian can be told they serve Allah, Odin, Thor, Loki, or Horus just to name a few. 


A Political Party – There are no rules or laws in Atheism that an Atheist must agree with this or that political group.  There can be Atheist Liberals as well as Atheist Conservatives.  There can be Atheist Anarchists as well as Atheist Pacifists.  There simply is no You Must Think This Way in Atheism.  If anything Atheism is the ultimate in Freedom of Choice!


A Branch of Science – There simply is no branch or aspect of Science that is Atheist Science.  Atheists see no need to try and shove Atheist into things that do not in themselves have anything to do with Atheism.  Science is something Atheists would be interested in but only because it is through Science that we gain further understanding of our world & Universe.


A Philosophy –  Atheism is not a philosophy because the Atheist is free to find for himself what philosophy he likes best.  Some Atheists may like the Philosophy of Immanuel Kant, John Locke, Friedrich Nietzsche, Plato,  Socrates or others.

                                                      What Atheism Is:

The Rejection of Any & All Gods be they ones held by modern religion or ancient mythology.  This rejection of Gods is based entirely upon the massive lack of evidence regarding any God.  As well as the increasing lack of a need for a God of any kind as many of the superstitions of the past have been explained by Science and removed the God wins by Default claim in so many of these cases.

Atheism is about using what we can Prove as the guide for what Exists!  Using Reality to define what is real.  As opposed to letting fantasy define what we call Real.